and scattered brains.
I've been a bit unsettled recently. I guess that's why I haven't been blogging regularly. I'm not in the habit of spilling my guts here on this blog. I mean, let's face it, who needs to read about someone else's "problems". It's tedious. Soooooo very tedious.
So anyway, I had an enjoyable weekend. But it was erratic. Up and down my mood swung. I wanted to do this then wanted to do that. I've even been avoiding riding my bike. I just can't concentrate enough. My family is playing on my mind. I'm very close to them. I got a sweet txt from my little sister which nearly brings tears to my eyes. No wait, it DOES bring tears to my eyes. The smallest things are making me feel over emotional right now. I'm thinking a lot about my Mum and Dad. Dad's not well. This has been a bit of a shock to our whole family. He's a good man and this is not part of our script of life.
I'm heart broken. Totally. This is effecting every decision. It's effecting my head-space. I'm wanting to keep to myself, yet I'm wanting to be amongst friends and crowds. I'm pushing people away from me, yet these are the same ones I want to draw close. So there it is. That's been my past 6 weeks.