and scattered brains.I've been a bit unsettled recently. I guess that's why I haven't been blogging regularly. I'm not in the habit of spilling my guts here on this blog. I mean, let's face it, who needs to read about someone else's "problems". It's tedious. Soooooo very tedious.
So anyway, I had an enjoyable weekend. But it was erratic. Up and down my mood swung. I wanted to do this then wanted to do that. I've even been avoiding riding my bike. I just can't concentrate enough. My family is playing on my mind. I'm very close to them. I got a sweet txt from my little sister which nearly brings tears to my eyes. No wait, it DOES bring tears to my eyes. The smallest things are making me feel over emotional right now. I'm thinking a lot about my Mum and Dad. Dad's not well. This has been a bit of a shock to our whole family. He's a good man and this is not part of our script of life.
I'm heart broken. Totally. This is effecting every decision. It's effecting my head-space. I'm wanting to keep to myself, yet I'm wanting to be amongst friends and crowds. I'm pushing people away from me, yet these are the same ones I want to draw close. So there it is. That's been my past 6 weeks.
7 comments:
I'm sorry your dad's not well Muz. Hope things look up for you soon.
Hey Muzbot - I like your new header!
Muz, big big hugs for you!!!
Keep close to those loved ones. Family is really important and your Dad I'm sure values your support and love in the trying times.
OMG!
Just reading that you're
"heart broken. Totally." is so upsetting. Can't possibly imagine how you must be feeling. I can only send a huge hug, unfortunately it's only a virtual one. Save it up for when we meet again.
not tedious at all muzbot!! hope things improve with your dad and a big hug to you xx
Go gently special man in this time. My dad is in the process of dying at the moment and it has shaken me more than I thought it would considering it has been ill for several years.
True friends will understand what is going on and will be there when you need them. Push and pull from people, but find the means to be energised in this time
HUGE HUGS
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